I've always had trouble sleeping, so I would drink alcohol and barely fall asleep.
I'm not the type to drink alcohol that much.
My drinking capacity is between 1 and 2 bottles.
Even though I don't have a high alcohol tolerance, I had to drink every day to be able to fall asleep.
At some point, it became a habit.
If I don't drink for even a day, my hands start shaking.
I definitely make a resolution this morning: I won't drink alcohol today! I make a resolution...
My hands start shaking before I even get off work and I have a strong desire to drink right away.
On the way home from work, I gave my friend a bottle too.
I'll only eat until today... he said.
I always end up buying alcohol on my way home.
Half a bottle is not enough, so I'll just drink one bottle...
Even if I drink one bottle, I still feel like it's not enough
So I ran to the convenience store, bought another bottle, and ate it like that.
At some point, you get so drunk that you make a mistake.
This is the bottle of alcohol I drank this week.
Every time I see a bottle of alcohol, I want to drink it again, and I have to get rid of this too.
I drink every day, barely fall asleep, and barely wake up the next day to go to work.
When this happens repeatedly, it becomes difficult to even put away the bottles.
I feel like my life is completely ruined.
If I drink, sleep, and let it pass without any harm, only my health will get worse.
I made a mistake with my acquaintances and almost lost someone precious to me a while ago ㅠㅠ
I promised myself not to drink, but all I can think about is alcohol.
When I was young, my uncle was always drinking, day and night.
He always had a quizzical expression on his face and would send me on errands to buy more alcohol.
I didn't understand it at the time, but now that I'm actually doing it
Now I understand why my grandfather did that back then.
I feel like I've crossed a river of no return.
If I don't drink, I get depressed, anxious, and it's so hard.
Honestly, I hate to say this, but when I don't drink, my mood fluctuates.
I get angry and cry over nothing.
In fact, even now, as I write this, I've been thinking hundreds of times about whether or not I should drink after work today.
I shouldn't drink it, but seeing you worrying like this makes me see myself drinking in the future...
Even when I eat, I always think of alcohol
If I continue like this, I'm afraid I'll become infertile and my health will deteriorate.
I feel like I'm going to blow all the money I earned when I was young on the hospital ㅠㅠ
I decided to quit drinking and bought some nutritional supplements.
I put off taking my supplements by saying I'll drink today and take them tomorrow.
In the end, only bad results come out.
Knowing this, I feel so ashamed of myself for relying on alcohol.
How can alcohol addiction be improved?
Is it true that I will get better if I get treatment at a hospital?
To be honest, in the past I went to the hospital, got tested, was diagnosed with alcohol dependence, and was treated with medication.
Maybe it's because I lack the willpower, but I don't even go to the hospital and I've just given up.
I don't want to quit drinking, but I want to at least moderate my drinking. Is there anyone who has had a similar experience to me?
Those who have been cured of alcohol addiction, please share your experiences.
Is it really true that the only answer is going to the hospital?
I really want to escape from alcohol. Please share your experiences.. ㅠㅠ