I even booked a plastic surgery consultation, but ended up canceling it.

I really wanted to do it when I made the reservation.

But as the date approached, I suddenly had a lot of thoughts.

There was also the fact that I was afraid of the surgery, but

I also wondered if I really had to do it right now.

So, I canceled the reservation for now.

In the past, I would have thought they gave up out of fear.

I think it was good to have some time to think it over one more time this time.