There is something in my eye that might be disgusting. What could this be?

It's disgusting, isn't it?

It seems that it might be causing coulrophobia as I keep seeing it...

It was hard to take pictures because of the snowㅠ

A few days ago, every time I blinked, it hurt around my eye as if it was bruised, so I wondered if I had a stye, but there was no swelling on the eyelid or double eyelid line characteristic of a stye.

But every time I open my eyes and blink, it feels uncomfortable and itchy, so I looked at my eyelids and found two yellow? white? blister-like things.

There is pain, so it's very uncomfortable to go about daily life. The more time passes, the more it hurts.

Is this also a stye?

Or is it a pimple? Or is it sebum?

Pimples and sebum can appear on any part of the body, not just the face.

I've never seen pimples inside my eyelid before, so I wonder what this is.

I just rubbed it gently with a cotton swab, but it only hurtㅠㅠ it didn't get smaller at all and stayed the same.

As I keep inspecting with my eyelids turned inside out, my eyes are becoming very dry and painful. So, I don't think I can remove or squeeze it myself.

I'm afraid that touching it might cause a bacterial infection or make it worse, so I never touch it with my hands and just leave it alone.

I guess I should go to the ophthalmologist, right? If it's a stye, they'll probably just prescribe medication, but if it's a pimple, should I squeeze it? It seems like it would hurt a lotㅠ