I'm concerned about psychiatric treatment.

I downloaded the app because I wanted to read reviews about the hospital before consulting a psychiatrist.

I am currently a university student in my final year. I have been under a lot of stress recently because of my graduation project.

It's not a big deal, but I have some worries and concerns about household chores, and the biggest issue is that I was so stressed out because of my graduation project that I couldn't sleep at all this week or my sleep pattern was disrupted.

I feel like I need someone to talk to right now, and my feelings are quite complicated. Honestly, I don't really know how I feel. I just wonder why I'm like this, and I feel a little tearful.

I'm worried that if I receive psychiatric counseling and it's my first visit, the cost might be too high. That's also why I hesitate. I need to visit the hospital multiple times to monitor my progress, but paying 20,000 won each time for follow-up visits is a bit difficult for me right now. However, I can't tell my parents that I'm receiving psychiatric treatment either, as they still don't have a positive view of psychiatry.

Actually, I think it would be resolved if I just finished my graduation project... Am I too weak? Everyone else is managing this much, and I wonder if I can't do even this. Am I overreacting? Am I impulsive? I'm wondering if it would be okay to take a moment, relax, and observe calmly.

Hmm... It's been a long time, and rather than seeking treatment, I just feel like I've been breaking down recently. I wonder if I'm being too impatient.

As I mentioned earlier, I'm quite worried about the costs...

Should I still see a doctor? If the cost is too burdensome, I think I can only get a first-time consultation and not continue. I don't have any income sources...

Mumbling... What do you think? Would it be better to wait and observe the progress a bit more later? Or is it better to receive counseling now?

I'm not sure if writing it like this is correct...

Thank you