apologize

I ordered apples and received them in two days.

But contrary to my expectations, there is no defect, it is bruised and the color is not what I want to eat, which is really disappointing. I don't want to return it, but it's a waste of money to throw it away, and I don't want to eat it, and it's hot outside, so I'm getting a little angry ㅠㅠㅠ