Every time I wash my hair, I really feel super depressedㅠ

I was the daughter among the Zui family, a household with many daughters. Throughout my life, I had so little hair that even a gentle breeze could reveal my scalp, which was truly a source of stress for my mother, who was always envious of me.

 

When I was young, my biological mother used to run a clothing store in the countryside, and she also sold hair-related products. Every time she went to Peace Market to buy supplies, she would buy a few items for her many daughters (since regular products were small, haha). The most memorable thing was... those pins that look like nets, you know? I forget what they're called... after gathering the hair into a bun and wrapping it around, she would insert the hair into a half-moon-shaped pin that looked like stainless steel, securing it neatly like a hairpin.

When I was young, there were things like that haha

 

Writing this makes me suddenly remember my childhood, and it makes me happy lol

 

Anyway, I really have too many head sizes, so I asked you to buy the largest size.

That was me!!!

Ever since I graduated high school and moved up to Seoul...

My hair started to fall out;;;

Did I wonder if it's because the water changed, as people often say?

 

I have too many hairs, and my bangs are even slightly curly, so when I was in high school living alone, I was stressed about having too much hair. Maybe that's why I thought I was experiencing hair loss, but...

Back then... I was somewhat more comfortable.

It seems like a perfect amount that's easy to handle^^;

It was really because of youth that I didn't think things throughㅠ

 

Then, after getting married late and having children...

I realized how fortunate I was to have so many siblings when I was young.

After childbirth... I was really in poor health with my immune system at its lowest, and I wonder if I was experiencing depression... Every time I washed my hair, I saw how much hair was falling out severely... I took pictures hoping my husband would understand, but of course he couldn't, so I felt sad and cried sometimesㅠ Hooing;;

 

 

As I get older... I guess I just accept it now...

It's still the same.. Honestly, it'll probably get worse from now on;;

 

I took the photo after rinsing everything off... there are so many strands of hair that fell out that I was worried you'd find it gross, so I quickly took the second photo after the first shampoo.ㅠ Even now, every time I rinse, so many hairs fall out that they clog the drain... and while drying my hair, I find that many hairs have fallen onto the floor...ㅠ

 

 

Back in the day, I used to use all sorts of hair loss shampoos, including Dangi-ni and TS.

I also give gentle massages and try things that are said to be good.

I have lived with long hair all my life... After childbirth and the start of hair loss, the salon director said that longer hair would fall out more, so I always cut it to medium length each time I go, but honestly, I don't really know.

It just seems to fall out every day;;;;;

It's quite amazing and only to be grateful that even though I'm breathing heavily like this, I still have both legs.

 

If I think about stress, it feels endless, so I try my best to forget and live. Besides that... I am a parent of a middle school and high school student;;;;; I just walk around in my own way^^; haha

I'm somewhat positive myself... but still...

Every time I wash my hair..!

Every time I dry my hair..!

You blatantly show up right in front of my eyes! Can you see it?^^;

I think it's unavoidable to feel depressed at times like that.