글읽는 내내 눈물이 또르르,,,, 원글님 맘 저두 충분히 공감되네요 ㅠ 저는 막내라 이쁨도 많이받고 아빠돌아가시기전까지 제손 잡고 계셧던지라 20년 지난지금도 생각나요
Concern) It's been two years since I lost my dad, but I still miss him.
Dad suddenly got pneumonia around this time two years ago. ㅜ.ㅜ
So I was hospitalized... but I didn't get better...
I hurried to the university hospital emergency room... Dad has stage 4 lymphoma.
So, my mom, my older sister, and I took turns taking care of her.
While taking care of him, I spent two months talking with my dad about various things and promised to go on a trip together after he is discharged.
We went on an overseas trip with my dad in 2019, and it was so great that the whole family wants to go together.
I didn't realize he was so seriously ill... The hospital just suggested trying treatment...ㅜ.ㅜ
I bought a cake for my dad's 65th birthday, put a cone hat on it, and I also wore one.
My 42-year-old daughter...
He passed away a month later.
I couldn't gather my heart; I was burning inside.
I thought it had gotten much better even now...
Just hearing the word "dad" makes my heart ache so much.
Why did Dad, who had acute lymphoma... get worse? 😢
You endured well during your chemotherapy...
The medicine was too strong, so it put too much strain on the lungs.ㅜ.ㅜ
They told me there's nothing more they can do at the university hospital and to get pneumonia treatment at another hospital...
He became a star after only 5 days.ㅜ.ㅜ
I can't talk about Dad with my family.
I cried so much that I was told not to do it. T_T
For a while, I cried a lot while watching TV...
What should I do with my heart...
If I could go back two years, I would tell my dad I love him a hundred, a thousand times more.