[Concern] I want to practice sobriety... haha

Last month in June, I set a weekly plan and followed through for two weeks.

On July 1st and 2nd, I drank alcohol excessively for two days until I blacked out... I failed this week...ㅠㅠ

July 1st marked the first anniversary of my friend who passed away to heaven last year.

I ended up drinking with friends from the first-year reunion...ㅠㅠ

I have重新制定了从7月3日开始的本周计划。

I plan to abstain from alcohol for four weeks until July 31.

I'm unsure whether to attend if I make plans with friends this weekend.

When I meet friends and I don't drink alcohol alone, it's obvious that my friends will encourage me to drink.

I feel like the atmosphere is unnecessarily getting worse because of me...ㅠㅠ

Should we avoid gatherings with friends for a while?

Would it be better to drink non-alcoholic beer and spend time with friends?

Friday evening... It's a fun Friday, but I haven't heard from my friends yet, which is a bit disappointing.

They will probably contact me soon to look at each one individually...ㅠㅠ

I'm already feeling worried and anxious...ㅠㅠ

Still, I really want to stick to my sobriety this week... Please support me a lot...^^