Am I really depressed?

When I'm awake, I don't want to do anything, so I sleep excessively every day to escape reality.

I often think about wanting to die, but can I call this depression?

When I took a depression test at the hospital, it was diagnosed as chronic depression.

Honestly, that test is just to check your tendencies... There are also a lot of people who think they want to die...

If you have depression, you may hardly sleep or suddenly cry, or have panic disorder.

Many people have obvious symptoms, but I do not.

Is it just lethargy, or can it be considered depression?

I'm worried about whether I should keep taking the medication.. I feel like I'm only clinging to the medication and just waiting for the days I have to go to the hospital every week..