My glans is very red and my lower abdomen hurts. Why is this happening?

The glans area is extremely red and my lower abdomen hurts. I feel like I'm going to die if I don't get a warm massage. What should I do?

And that... there's a hole on the glans where urine comes out, right? It's been 6 years since I tore that hole...?

What should I do about this too...?

I'm shameless, but please tell me how to deal with it...