Freckles

They are freckles I’ve had since I was young, and maybe because I was exposed to a lot of sunlight, they don’t fade easily... I thought they would disappear when I grew up, but they’re still there, so I feel self-consciousㅠㅠ When I look at other friends, most of the ones who had freckles in the past have almost all disappeared, is there any way to get rid of them? I have to apply makeup very carefully every day, and just looking at my face causes a lot of stressㅠㅠ My skin isn’t bad, but I keep touching my skin because of these freckles. Others say freckles are pretty, but to me, when they appear in spots, they don’t look good..ㅠㅠ I’ve been applying sunscreen properly from now on, but no matter how much I do, they don’t go away. Do I eventually need to go to a hospital to solve this?