Bipolar disorder is actually a much more frightening illness than I thought.

This is a story about my friend who suffered from bipolar disorder.

Bipolar disorder is a chronic mental illness characterized by episodes of mania, where mood and behavior are extremely elevated, and depression, where mood and behavior are severely lowered, occurring repeatedly.

 

Because we are close friends, we often meet, have meals together, and drink tea.

There were times when I drank and spent happy moments, but since a certain day, even when I ask to meet, I get rejected with excuses and excuses, and when I call, I speak with a weak, drooping voice, saying I hate living..

I often said that everything feels bothersome.

 

At that time, I thought I was experiencing temporary menopausal depression.

I only thought that time would pass and things would get better.

Last fall, I received shocking news out of the blue.

He struggled with bipolar disorder and ultimately took his own life.

 

These days, it's called the era of a hundred-year lifespan.

I was stunned for a while upon hearing the news that my friend, who was just past fifty and could be considered either long or short in years, took his own life.

 

While paying respects, I briefly talked with my friend's husband. He had been treated for bipolar disorder, and after suffering from COVID-19, his body became very weak. He also said he had not been taking his bipolar medication properly.

Because of my friend's unpredictable behavior, the family members also had a hard time, and my friend went through a very difficult time...

She was distressed, saying that the symptoms of menopause and bipolar disorder overlapped, leading to an irreversible situation.

 

Only after sending off my friend did I realize the behavior of my old friend.

I realized that I was a little strange.

On a good day, even my voice tone is uplifted, so today...

The one who said they would pay for everything..

Some days, I wonder what’s the point of living like this... everything is just gray...

I just thought I was being moody, but it turns out I was experiencing bipolar disorder.

 

Even now, when autumn arrives and my friend has left, I become very depressed as I recall my friend's smiling face and their weak voice saying they didn't want to live.

I realized that bipolar disorder is a frightening illness through my friend's death.

I found out.

 

Causes of bipolar disorder

Genetic factors: Family history. If a parent or sibling has bipolar disorder, the risk of developing the condition is higher.

Neurobiological factors: serotonin neurotransmitters in the brain

Hormonal imbalance of dopamine, norepinephrine, and other hormones.

Environmental factors: extreme stress, trauma, drug abuse, etc. can be causes.

 

Bipolar disorder symptoms

 

1. Manic state

- Mood is abnormally elevated

-Impulsive or risky behavior

Decreased sleep desire

- Excessive confidence and delusions of grandeur

The flow of the accident is accelerating.

 

2. Depression state

-Intense sadness and despair

- Loss of interest

Fatigue and lethargy

-Decreased concentration

Suicidal impulse

 

 

Bipolar disorder treatment

Medication treatment - mood stabilizers, antidepressants, antipsychotic drugs administered

Psychotherapy includes cognitive-behavioral therapy, which helps modify irrational or negative thoughts, and family therapy, which involves education necessary to understand and properly care for patients.

 

Lifestyle management: It is good to maintain a regular sleep pattern, help manage stress, and engage in regular exercise and a balanced diet.

 

Bipolar disorder can be effectively managed and treated properly.

It is said to be a disease that can be sufficiently controlled.

It is necessary for you and your family to understand and cooperate, and through consistent treatment, you can maintain a stable life.

 

There is an old saying that you should spread the word about illness.

Many people miss the optimal treatment time by staying silent.

Perhaps someone experiencing mental difficulties such as bipolar disorder

If you are here, receive proper treatment with the help of family and specialists.

With the hope that you are having a peaceful daily life.

I share my sad experience related to bipolar disorder.