I'm feeling really stressed out these days... Just needed to vent.

Started with a blood sugar level of 7.4, received insulin, and after one month (October), checked it and was told everything is going well.

We decided that it would be okay to just do it this way and to see each other in three months.

 

This month in November, maybe because I took medicine for a cold.

When I take medication, my blood sugar jumps above 200.

 

I have a severe cold, so I got a shot.

I endured the stress caused by my blood sugar.

Lately, I haven't been able to sleep, so I go to bed late at night and wake up early.

I'm not sure if that's related, but my fasting blood sugar was averaging around 120-130.

Currently, the average is over 150, and a while ago it was 200, and this morning it exceeded 200.

 

I increased the insulin dose as well, hmm... and tonight I will take insulin.

Oh, when I give dinner, I also eat some cucumber from somewhere and eat a little rice mixed with oats and chickpeas.

I only ate about half of the steamed eggs, but my blood sugar was 200 two hours later.

 

The accumulated stress has exploded, and I am currently feeling very emotionally overwhelmed.. ㅠㅠ

The second test tube was automatically stopped when diabetes was detected during the ongoing procedure.

The teacher said we should start when you're feeling better.

I often think that because of me, the baby can't be freely held, and I feel a lot of guilt about it.

 

Of course, there are people who are worse off, older, and more severe than me, but I'm feeling so depressed that I just need to vent...